My Life

I got down on the land where i was born 30 years ago last night(15/09/2008). That breath woke up so many memories. That touch of the ground made me feel so homely. I felt like disolving into that air,land, trees. I just couldn't pick up one memory from millions.
I was enjoying every moment. My village looks so great in full moon night. I was enjoying every step i was making towards my home. I felt like i was walking on the path of roses. I went into trance for some time. I wished that feeling should remain for ever. But, it didn't. The moment I saw my Mamma's face and all of my pleasure got evaporated. So much has changed in my Mamma. Everything got shattered. I was questioning myself that how good is money and career when my Mamma is suffering a lot. But, what can i do? Poor me. For my Mamma society matters a lot. This always been a dispute between us. I wonder on how much cost she is going through all this. Her life has been so miserable since she married more than 3 dec...

I've been full of so many thoughts in connection with marriage these days. What I ask my self is "Is that fair enough to bound myself with one family a small family? Is that all I can do in my life? What about millions of poor people around? What about orphan children in my country? What's the connection between marriage and my these concerns? Can marriage stop me from working for non profit organisations? Will my wife (If I marry) stop me from doing service to needy people? Absolutely, no idea. There are half of the chances if I marry blindly. What if I can marry a girl who is with same vision? What if I don't marry? What am I gonna lose? Am I gonna neglect biological needs? Then, what about thousands of other things. Pranayama, Meditation, satvik food, good food habbits and positive thinking. Why every young woman and man is being compelled by the society to get married? Why not this society compel young people to practice YOGA? Don't you think there is so ...