My Life

I got down on the land where i was born 30 years ago last night(15/09/2008). That breath woke up so many memories. That touch of the ground made me feel so homely. I felt like disolving into that air,land, trees. I just couldn't pick up one memory from millions.
I was enjoying every moment. My village looks so great in full moon night. I was enjoying every step i was making towards my home. I felt like i was walking on the path of roses. I went into trance for some time. I wished that feeling should remain for ever. But, it didn't. The moment I saw my Mamma's face and all of my pleasure got evaporated. So much has changed in my Mamma. Everything got shattered. I was questioning myself that how good is money and career when my Mamma is suffering a lot. But, what can i do? Poor me. For my Mamma society matters a lot. This always been a dispute between us. I wonder on how much cost she is going through all this. Her life has been so miserable since she married more than 3 dec...

I've been full of so many thoughts in connection with marriage these days. What I ask my self is "Is that fair enough to bound myself with one family a small family? Is that all I can do in my life? What about millions of poor people around? What about orphan children in my country? What's the connection between marriage and my these concerns? Can marriage stop me from working for non profit organisations? Will my wife (If I marry) stop me from doing service to needy people? Absolutely, no idea. There are half of the chances if I marry blindly. What if I can marry a girl who is with same vision? What if I don't marry? What am I gonna lose? Am I gonna neglect biological needs? Then, what about thousands of other things. Pranayama, Meditation, satvik food, good food habbits and positive thinking. Why every young woman and man is being compelled by the society to get married? Why not this society compel young people to practice YOGA? Don't you think there is so ...

Hi, How are you? I know, you’ll definitely say that I’m fine. But, I bet you aren’t feeling good inside. Coz, you’re not doing what you want. You couldn’t achieve what you had to. You aren’t concentrating on your career. Reason being, you take everything as granted. Tell me one thing, if you aren’t able to wake up on time, if you aren’t able to bath on time, if you aren’t able to have your food on time, then, how can you think that you can achieve something b4 you die. For everything there is a time span, for life as well. Once, try to remember the confidence, which you had at the beginning of every academic year. You might have thought that you should get 1st rank. Then, what happened at the end? You struggled to obtain pass marks. Coz, we tend to postpone the things, we tend to neglect the small things, which make life. Life is what? Time. Time is what? Collection of minutes. If you are doing something productive at this moment means you are doing something good in your life. So, ...

2006, 2007, 2008 and on and on... Where are we going? And what for? Is that all to earn money? Is that all to fulfill our desires (which are endless)? Some or other time, we all might have thought that we are chasing money, fame and status. The fact is we all can have these when we reach desire free state. This is a mouse and cat game. Once you fall into it, you have to run or else you will be caught. At least, let's not talk and listen to other's negative points. There must be a valid reason for everything under the Sun. So, try to accept everything and everyone. Meditate everyday. No problem, if you don't know. Just, sit quiet, meditation happens one day. Don't be scared to be alone. Who wants to be with you? When you don't want to be with you. Let's celebrate our silence...

People live and die in trying to looking good. One can live effortlessly by stopping impressing others. So many will come and go from this world. But, there are some ever living objects as well. Like, a good vision never dies, living to help others, living with less selfishness, sharing our asserts with poor, motivating people and giving hope to live. Most of us think that serving for nation means going to the borders and fighting with the enemies. In my opinion there are so many better ways to serve one's nation. They are, 1. Saving general resources like electricity, water, using solar power and echo friendly products etc 2. Converting poverty into power... 3. Giving the best education (The most practical) to the children... 4. Adopting orphans and ensuring that there won't be any child without a home... I'll be very glad, if you think about this....