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Day Off

(Written on 29th February, 2012)
February has gone already. Very soon the time will come for me to pack my bags one more time rightly (Need to pull out my packing checklist soon).

Been to the small mountain to see the Sun-set. It always give me a sense of freedom when ever I'm on the top of the mountains in the middle of jungle. It appears that there is nothing is needed to be happy or to live a peaceful life.

The life ahead seems to be more interesting. But, why not now? What is stopping? Do I feel the need of little more money? Felling insecure?

I was going back to my room after contemplating on various things and heard some music instruments being played. My feet just followed the sound and reached to one of my Indonesian colleague's room. Sat for a while singing Sa Ri Ga Ma Pa Da Ni Sa with the keyboard. I missed harmonium (An Indian musical instrument) a lot. Harmonium is the next thing I'm going to buy in India. I love it. I can't post pone it any more.

Always had a check list for my day offs so does today. I complete most of them regularly which gives me some satisfaction. People quite often ask me what do I do on my day offs. I've a big list of things.
  • Cleaning the room.
  • Laundry.
  • Reading.
  • Writing.
  • Speaking. (To whom? To myself on various random topics and I record it in my laptop.)
  • Typing practice. (I want to reach 100WPM).
  • Meditation.
  • Walking.
  • Some time on Internet.
  • Some times, watch movies etc.
There are no people waiting for me at my apartment. If it is back home, there would have been so many waiting for me to share so many things. However, feel nice when ever I reach my room. 
Me and my loneliness...

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